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[As long as thought does not turn into action, whatever. It seems to make you happy, so why not?]

2:19 AM

[It's your head, after all.]

I find it easier to do things that involve the body at the same time as my host

2:33 AM

Like, typing on discord while he thinks about something else; or singing while he models something and so on

Heh, Cat can't even multitask when she was a singleton. If we ever get anything similar to that, it would be a huge milestone.

@Gray why'd the "Resistance" thing make your stomach flip?

I thought it would be creepy if the host decided to inappropriately change their Tulpa's form, and it became some kind of weird... sigh this brain of ours... gross creepy ideas for something... I'm sorry.

2:47 AM

Not in a sexual way, but in like a disturbing power-play way...

2:48 AM

...I parroted my host earlier today... it was weird...

did they feel it? or was it just imagining them speak?

If I were you I wouldn't worry about it too much. Our interpretation of things is 90% wrong anyway

2:50 AM

@bduddy #Diana# We were tired and I was bored, so I decided to mess around a bit... She seemed more sensitive to what was going on in the wonderland but it made both of us a little uncomfortable.

Cille and I kind of accidentally tug-of-war over her form because she doesn’t have that good a handle on it yet. She’ll glitch out and replace usually her face with something from a random illustration. We’re pretty sure that’s because my neural pathways aren’t used to her actual form yet- for instance, it’s really easy for me to visualize Raven from Teen Titans, but Cille isn’t anywhere near as easy.

Say, have any of you ever tried to write a poem? If so, did you take it a step further and wrote one together with your tulpa, maybe as a merge?

Both me and my tulp write poems sometimes, but we have never written poems together, especially not merged

We don't really write much... at least right now, since no school xP

10:31 PM

We do sometimes sing songs together, with us swapping whoever's singing depending on verse/chorus/etc.

Simply writing something together wouldn't be a merge

10:31 PM

at most it would be blending

I find blending to be incredibly uncomfortable

Is there a clear difference between blending and merging?

they're just different words, but generally, blending is used to indicate a partial merge that may not be intentional, while merging is usually used to mean something more complete and intentional (although not usually permanent).

Oh, okay then

@Breloomancer Would you care to try? Maybe (if it isn't too intimate) even share your results with me?

any of you guy have any luck with forcing while lucid dreaming?

I've been trying to lucid dream, no success yet but oh well I'll get it eventually

I can try I suppose, though I have only ever done it once, and it was on accedent so I don't know if I can repeat it

Don't push it

11:16 PM

It'd be a nice thing to have to see how it turns out. Unfortunately, we're not ready for such a thing yet

hmm maybe if I was able to start lucid dreaming I wouldn't have such a hard time with active forcing becoming dreaming

If I think I'm in danger I would stop

pretty sure there's no danger to lucid dreaming

There are two line of conversation going on here right now

11:17 PM

I think

yup

Yep

So I'll try it and report back, but I don't really know how it would be different from writing a poem normally

Ah well, one would need three poems to see the / a difference; And that's just the bare minimum. What I'm interested in is how the two (or more) personalities blend together. Poems are, after all a way to look into one's soul.

Ok I'll work on that

11:22 PM

I'll see if we can get two poems each

handwriting might be a bit different too

That would be lovely, but don't push it, take your time^^

Oh I was gonna do it in Google docs so I could share it more easily, but I could do it on paper if that would be more helpful

I mean I'm not part of this so it doesn't matter to me

I could do it either way

11:37 PM

@Deleted User

Paper would be really awesome, but it's ultimately up to you to decide which medium suits the message you wish to convey the best.

I'll do it on paper

11:42 PM

I don't have access to a scanner right now, so the quality of the image won't be great, but it'll probably be fine

Thanks, we'll be sure to share ours too once we get to that point.

11:50 PM

But for now, I'm going to sleep. It's 2am where I live.

11:50 PM

Good n8 all

good night

Good night

Angel and I write together frequently. We write things about our friends.

I don't know if it's relevant but Rachel and I had interacted with each other a few times in dreams. I wouldn't say either of us were actually lucid but, there you go.

It was actually how I would force her when she was young. She would start to add in silly jokes.

12:00 AM

@Deleted User

Cille and I journal together. It's fun. We use different color pens to seperate our writing.

A lot of the time Rachel would be actively looking for me in dreams. At one point in a dream, she ended up walking out into the parking lot and began yelling out my name. Other times she's asking those in the dream if they knew who I was and where she could find me.

I've had dreams with a female in them and it felt like Hanna but I wasn't lucid enough to get a good look

Lucid Dreaming sounds complicated I barely even dream and when I do they're either 1 - super odd and weird and random and all over the place or 2 - so normal I wake up in the morning wondering if it actually happened

12:33 AM

The second ones surprise me sometimes

I want to try them and try to get a bit more time forcing plus maybe Hanna will be a bit "stronger" there so it would be easier to communicate

Well lucid dreaming starts with improving dream recall (edited)

^ That

12:41 AM

Lucid dreaming does take time and practice to get into. I used to do the WILD technique and kept a progress report on Dream Views, then those assholes banned me and I can never go back

12:42 AM

We just have a tiny journal

I have never seriously attempted lucid dreaming

12:43 AM

But if I did I would probably write them down on Google docs or one note

We don't want a screen for when we wake up throughout the night

12:43 AM

Just blind writing is quick and works well enough

12:43 AM

https://www.dreamviews.com/induction-methods-techniques/143366-wild-wake-initiated-lucid-dream.html

WILD - Wake Initiated Lucid Dream

Wake Initiated Lucid Dream - WILD Basic tutorial for Beginners WILD stands for “Wake Initiated Lucid Dream.” The goal is to pass directly

12:44 AM

I have all the methodology down, trust me on that~ We did a bunch of stuff related to lucid's a while back... getting back into it this past week

12:44 AM

My main goal for lucid dreaming was to be with Shadow/Zack

12:46 AM

We don't really have much of a goal, beyond doing stuff and enjoying ourselves

I just about never wake up during sleep, exept for when I have slept all I need to

Same

Most people wake up for like 30 seconds-ish after exiting REM

12:59 AM

If you catch yourself, you can write shit down... otherwise those 30 seconds are pretty much just forgot as soon as you go back asleep, hehe

It seems that we are in a stage of co-fronting. It's sometimes difficult to distinguish us, though

7:43 AM

Can't really tell who is dominating at the time.

what do you mean, mate

7:58 AM

if it's two of you fronting, that isnt a bad thing

Three of us, actually

8:16 AM

We aren't quite separated, I mean

8:17 AM

I mean, there isn't a clear line between the thoughts of us

For us it's also sometimes inconsistent.

Ah

8:27 AM

Ic

8:28 AM

The thing with us is that we are co-fronting tooooooo often

8:28 AM

I mean that sometimes I can scare others

8:29 AM

Cuz I look like mad

8:29 AM

{don't mind my host

I switch often on the other hand

Hmm

8:42 AM

I hope I may not scare others

Do most Tulpa's say their ages as how long they've been 'alive'? I mean it sounds reasonable, but mine introduced themselves to me as the age they looked and felt, mentally wise

4:11 PM

I mean, there's still a lot he doesn't know, but for the most part, he's pretty mature-

Indigo/ we say how long we've existed